my dearest frnds...

do u knw who r my dear frnds??????my soul..my sisters and my bro...and my dearest frnds...i cant live without thm....nowadys i am ver much afraid of worst news and happenings...i dnt knw wht hd hpnd?bt it wl tk me more time to come out of this..............

heart breaking.....

i cant forgt those eyes,,,she was looking for help...thn wht hpnd?she lost hr faith accpted hr fate..........why did i saw tht? i dnt knw???????why ddnt tht photographer ddnt hlpd hr frm tht gun?????????? ...................i lost my words..... i today saw a documentary film One Hundredth of a Second.... This short film is based on the moral and professional challenges faced by a war photographer, who comes while capturing images from a war scene.The challenge is that her subject of shot is spending her moments... between life and death.Can you continue your job by just capturing the prize winning moments or should get invoved and help ?. One hundredth of a second is a creative work of Susan Jacobson and Alex Boden team. This short film acclaimed many International Awards.Winner Best film of Manhattan Short festival, New York 2007. Winner Special Jury Prize Funchal Film Fest, Portugal 2006. Nominated for best BBC Films Awards in Birds Eye View section......... i dnt knw any words to describe tht video after watching ths documntry filmm.............why didnt she hlpd tht little girl>>>i still cant frgt the way tht girl looked into the camera...........really heart breakinggg

MY OPINIONS

i never Say my opinions r right....bt i will say wht i thnk wl only b good to me..and nt for others...i just dnt knw wht hpns to me all the time? i only knws tht i always thnk of for the good thngs to be happened to all whom i knw......bt really in sometimes i hope for their bad....my bad i dnt thnk at tht time its same as getting bad omen happens to me :( :( :( :( sorry guys its all upon my head...i wnt to thnk positive thngs to be hpn to you all the time...bt u knw our mind is our greatest enemy..u cant trust it...it always changes according to its timely decisions..u cant do anythng...all u can do is HOPE FOR THE BEST..............

smiley centr....

i thnk its time to start smiling..........lols......yup being avoided by frnds and famitly makes mind sick.....:P what else i could say??????????well please guessssssss it,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

courageous talk...(i thnk so)

hi hi.......today i told my friend that i loved her.....felt some kind of mixed emotion on her face......what happened to me i dnt knw...i just spoke of what i thought of her in old +2 days,,,.....yup...she surely nt like tht much..i guess even though she ddnt told anythng i guessed...well guessing is aalways with me.....it never lost....but she said one thng.....dnt b formal...i thnk she loved the ay i spoke... :) it was liking a freaking moment....ohh god hw i said tht i still dnt knw..!!!!!!!!!!! but wht she said surprised me...she whoever gets in touch with her loves...maybe its bcoz of her character..... i loved her character soooooo much..i really liked it....her poetric views and styles made an impression on me..... dnt u guess nw y i loved her?it simple i thnk her character is similar to mine....thats all....otrwise hw shld i gt 2 knw more abt hr? hw i could adjust with her i dnt knw.....but still i loves her so much...nt tht type of love u thnk of...its like a thng u dnt understand bt u feel it......anyways i told her wht i wnt to tell hr in old days...maybe it was best time...i ddnt tell her in past bcoz i was afraid of losing her..in fact i was afraid of losing all my friends..i love them madly.....you knw............ Truly Madly Deeply........................as in Savage Garden...................... oh oh..oh oh. o o ohhhhh......coz i got you..... ha ha just copyng lyrics all english songs...hw bad am i??????did feel it from my post??????u will.....!!!!!!!!!!! coz am really MADDDDDD.................. :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :P.

something........

got a sad weekend...miss all my Friends,,wish they were here with me all time..................y is this happening all the time to all of us?maybe it the rule of nature...tht when we miss thm..they will surely miss us too......sometimes we quarell with frnds for reasons...bt after tht our relation bcoms more thicker than past times...i miss my frnds lot..i ushually fight with them for no reaosons..bt they still loves me....i dnt knw wht shld i gv bk..but i knw i only have my heart beating for themm...feelings grew bigger when they leaves you...thank god there is no here to see my blogs,othrwise they would sleep me on my face..for writting these shits,,.....ohh great,,,i love my friends very muc.......i am mad abt thm......crazyy...wht else i could say?dnt hv guts to share thz n fb or twitter..thz z my secret...i dnt like to publish to the whole world...ooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh its gettng senty may be i should post ths...

lovers life

meaning ful tiltle huh?dnt thnk so.... it suddenly caught up on my mind...wht hpnd to me i dnt knw,,bt i could tl u ths,,,tht i loved tht girl very much and i lost her all of a sudden.....it was my mistake tht i told i loved her,,bt who tht she will leave me,,,why is happening to me always ? i dnt knw,, bt i knw only one thng i still love her..................... dnt blame for thiis..coz i only learnt how to love others and dnt hurt ur friends...nw i dnt knw wht am i doing,,,,just mk it sure thti loved everyone with my heart and not by brain........