maybe lost forever........

yeah guys i am losing her....until now i hadn't told her about my love..i am afraid of losing forever...hw could i??i cant...most probable after three months she will fly from here to her family....once again i am lost forever.when she went for studying i couldn't talk to her much..when the time came she is going...hw can i bear this???????????seems like i had broke my heart...i know she will never b mine..but HOPE makes our life go on.....i hope in one life we will b together..may god hear my prayers and let us live together in one life..i love her that much....hw could i tell her that i am loving her???the moment i tell that i will loose her..she will become angry and will shout at me..and after that she wont call me or even take my call..so y should i?its better that dnt let her know anything..so that i could hold her as my dearest friend....am i doing anything wrong???well i dnt know...you guess...my mind,soul and even the whole body says i am not doing anything wrong....that i love her..i dnt want to miss her in my entire life..i dnt know what i should i say.............i cant resist the feeling that she is going ...I CANT I CANT I CANT.........................................OH DEAR!!!!! PLEASE DNT LEAVE ME.............i dntt know what i am saying....when she only understands our relation as a good friendships...i only loved her because i am sure she is the one who suits for me.........